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| Friday, January 27th, 2006 |
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 Hey Pretty Girl   Hey Pretty Girl, why are you dancing? We could be alone. ps. im stoked as fuck about seeing vicki in boston. Im stocked as fuck about seeing Jason B (Man of God) in Memphis. Im stoked as fuck about how im working this out, I'm no longer a raging monster. I am so stoked on life. I can't even tell you how excited I am for the next few years, I can't even tell you. I want to buy you flowers till the day I die to thank you for showing me how important it is to have the strength to put my life back together against all odds, and to do it alone without sex/relationship crutches or scape goats. I want to shake your hand, I want to kiss your cheek, I want to send you a bottle of the finest wine. I want to take you to dinner, I want to buy you the best cigars, I want to write you a poem, I want to play you a song. If you wont let me do any of those things, I just want to let you know how much all of this has meant to me and will mean to me in the future. You don't know how much you've effected me. You don't know how far this will make me go in my life. To the moon and back, I promise. God, you don't even know how I pray for you every night, just for your happiness, because in releasing me, you've given me mine. Thank you thank you thank you. I am so greatful to you, thank you thank you thank you. |
| Monday, November 8th, 2004 |
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 To protect my best interest I'm going ahead and being a pretentious twenty something year old asshole with this friends only internet shit. I truly do not wish people to look into my life and discover who I am, or even that I am a nice person. Hey, that's life. We grow up, or we don't. One thing's for sure, no one's going to give a flying fuck about you but yourself. Protect your most precious asset- YOU. Don't waste time on people who won't give back to you. Hope won't get you anything but a heartache and a drinking habit. By the way, comment me if you would like to be a model for my work. |
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